The bit where you've been glued to social media to inform your rage and fear? Your choice of narrative sources probably needs upgrading to support the new load you're going to put on it.

On the other hand, you're intellectually honest and rigorous, or at least treat failing to be as a bug. That will help, if you remember to let it.

Good luck with your journey. It will take you places you never imagined you would go, for reasons that you didn't discover until halfway there.

Is your ideal nation Hamiltonian, Jeffersonian, Wilsonian or Jacksonian?

I ask to hear what your answer is, and why (figuring that out may help you see your way to a vision, but that's a happy side effect).

In the meantime, I recommend https://status451.com/2017/01/20/days-of-rage/ and https://siderea.dreamwidth.org/1316694.html to frame your thinking.